foolishwren: i kinda want her to get revenge (i kinda dont want my inner child to heal)
Heather Mason ([personal profile] foolishwren) wrote in [community profile] slowpoke_gif 2013-05-29 06:59 pm (UTC)

Aw hey there! c: Me too (duh) SO WE'VE GOT THAT IN COMMON!

Heather's feelings on her father now that she knows the whole story are pretty powerful, but not really negative in any way.

She is in incredible awe of his strength but also incredibly sympathetic to the situation that she/Alessa inadvertently put him in. She's aware that even though she IS Cheryl (she displayed quite a few of the original Cheryl's memories growing up without realizing that they were actually from a past life) and that Harry more or less treated her as Cheryl as she was growing up, he still suffered what by all logic felt like the death of his child and had a NEW one thrust upon him-- one who, even if there were definite similarities, turned out differently enough that he himself admitted that it had been a mistake to name her 'Cheryl' again when he really should have been treating her like a brand new person since she was now 'whole' instead of just a fraction, like Cheryl had been.

She feels a lot of empathy for him-- not really much in the way of GUILT, per se (she doesn't regret giving herself new life at the end of SH1 for example, she was just SURVIVING), but she does understand and regret that Harry went through a lot of pain and emotional turmoil just to raise her, even WITHOUT all the danger that her presence put him in due to the cult's continued searching for her.

Even when she found out he had contemplated killing or abandoning her as an infant, a discovery that's frankly FAIRLY HORRIFYING, she didn't and still doesn't really blame him for it. If anything, she just loves him even more because of the fact that he found the strength NOT to and went on to care for and cherish her as his child anyway.

Harry is, when you get right down to it and for more reasons than one, the reason she even exists-- both in that he saved her life, saw her through a second childhood, AND taught her the values and skills that she needed to carry her through the events of Silent Hill 3. Which is even more important when you consider that the main thing standing between a 'good ending' (her defeating God, saving the world, and rejecting the role the cult had planned for her) and a 'bad ending' (her defeating God but ultimately, in her rage, taking on the role of the vengeful god HERSELF and still essentially bringing Claudia's plan to fruition) was the kindness that Harry showed her-- Silent Hill 3 is pretty much a story of "nature vs. nurture".

SO TL;DR while she of course loved him prior to knowing the full story, regaining her memories and learning the whole thing really increased her respect for him tenfold. In her opinion, he's the strongest person in the world and she doesn't mind saying it openly.

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