[She's quiet a moment longer] I don't know. I ended up running around the whole village, learning about the people and... fighting them, in some cases. Some of them were grown men and women, and some were... were children.
[And fighting the children was always the worse. Even though they were ghosts she was still, more or less, killing them.]
Itsuki was the only one who didn't want to kill me. He was locked in the storehouse, but there was a window I'd talk to him through and he'd give me advice or cam me down. [Pause] When I found the key to the storeroom, I needed his help one more time, and I thought I could let him go.
I guess deep down I knew he had to be dead already, but... When I opened the doors and saw his body there... I thought I'd feel more. I was so drained I couldn't even react much. [She pulls away some too look up at him, worried] That's not normal, right?
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[And fighting the children was always the worse. Even though they were ghosts she was still, more or less, killing them.]
Itsuki was the only one who didn't want to kill me. He was locked in the storehouse, but there was a window I'd talk to him through and he'd give me advice or cam me down. [Pause] When I found the key to the storeroom, I needed his help one more time, and I thought I could let him go.
I guess deep down I knew he had to be dead already, but... When I opened the doors and saw his body there... I thought I'd feel more. I was so drained I couldn't even react much. [She pulls away some too look up at him, worried] That's not normal, right?