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10 Things to 10 People Meme

10 Things to 10 People!

→ Post with your character ICly saying ten different things to ten different people.
→ Or eight things to eight people, or five things to five people. Whatever.
→ You can say things your character wants to say, things your character refuses to say, whatever.
→ But you can't say who those people are!
→ React to everyone. Make guesses or reassure or whatever. And have fun!

taken from

technologic @

towerofjamjars

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

1. I take you for granted. I didn't wanna think that's what it was, but I'm pretty sure it is. You've been there in the background for awhile and-- well, I mean, it's not like I didn't appreciate it when you were there for me when the people I was pining for weren't, but I don't think I appreciated it enough. I probably shouldn't take advantage of your friendship anymore. After this, I'll try to stop... assuming this didn't destroy it for good, anyway...

2. We started out rough. Mostly because of me. Then something happened, hell if I know what, and we got past that. Now, you're probably one of the best friends I've ever had, which is awesome, don't get me wrong! ... But somewhere down the line I stopped being able to fake it to you and now it seems like all I can ever do around you is show how ungodly fucked-up I actually am on the inside. Sometimes I wish I could turn back the clock to when I was just coming off like a snotty arrogant jerk to you instead of being so vulnerable, but that'd mean losing you as a friend and I don't want that. C'est la vie, I guess...

3. I love you more than anything in the world. And all the other worlds. And I know you feel the same way. That's never gonna change, ever. I'm sorry I keep on making it hard on you. I guess that's probably never gonna change, either.

4. You're not the first person I've felt this way about, but you are the best one. Better than someone like me has any business pining for, that's for sure. Decent people deserve decent people whose closets don't have a skeleton in them, and lemme tell ya, mine doesn't just have a skeleton, it's got like, forty. And they have more than one head and extra limbs and eyeholes where there shouldn't be eyeholes. I've got baggage, is what I'm saying. ... Which is why I'm not gonna say anything about this. It's stupid and makes me a total weenie, I know, but I'm too friggin' scared of losing what we've got to mess it all up by pulling a reverse-friendzone. I was lucky to even get you back at all.

5. I hate you. I hate what you say. I hate what you think. I hate what you did. I hate what you became. I hate that I know what you used to be. I hate what she did to you to make you this way. I hate the fact that you'll never, ever understand. I hate that I couldn't save you. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!

6. We used to be so close. Practically attached at the hip. I know things went south a little, I know that we drifted apart and that you lost a lot... but shit, would it kill you to realize that you don't have to be alone? I know you have a thing about losing people, but in case you haven't noticed, I'm still here. Pull your friggin' head out of the sand long enough to actually see what you've got. I miss him too, you know.

7. You're awesome. No, seriously. You're awesome. I am like, the luckiest 90's kid to even talk to you. ... But he's been through a lot of shit. Seriously. Like, a lot of shit. I'm not even talking about normal shit. I'm talking about high octane nightmare shit. Break his heart and I will find you so quick I'd break every record that old PBS gameshow ever had. .... But no, seriously, you're awesome. I dressed up as you for Halloween once.

8. STOP EATING MY SNACKS. I bought you your own snacks. EAT THOSE. Also, find a better hiding place for your smokes. Dad knows the 'in your shoes' trick.

9. I know I give you a hard time, but you know it's 'cause I love you, right? Even if you are five stories tall and completely terrifying where you come from. Pretty much my whole life I've been used to flying solo, so it's sort of nice to know I've got you on my side. I mean, hell... I feel safe around you. And I never feel safe. ... Even if you do scare the crap out of the stoned guy we keep around. Take it easy on him, would you?

10. Dude, I don't even know what your problem is with me, but whatever it is, it's just sad. Every time you see me, you give me this look like you think that saying my name three times in a dark alleyway will make me suddenly appear holding a knife or something. Chill the fuck out.

Edited 2012-08-13 22:16 (UTC)